Anger

do you notice the scars on my wrists the tears on my face when you get me so pissed when im locked in this place throw out the key im trapped in this cage when you torture and tease when all i need is to be released dont you see it in my eyes when you tell me these lies cant you hear it in my voice when you try to shout over the noise and then i hit you i snapped, whos that dude? i dont know myself anymore and damn it hurt to the core your cry radiated im sad you even associated with the person who hit you who screamed "WHAT DO I DO?!" i swore i'de never hit em' never do anything to make em' cry now i watch you leave with a bruise and with me to loose. please come back, i love you too much to let you walk away i told you this was my fault look my in the face next time i will aim my punches at the couch next time, god, there will not be a next time all i know is if you ever try to leave again im gonna strap you in the car and push it off a bridge. i am not going through this again with you, you have no clue what i had to do to get to where i am i hate myself when im with you why do you need me like i need you your like a drug, the dust under the rug it tends to stay where it is even though i neglected you i just did not know what to do you were in my way thats all i can say but now is the last i know i said that last time but i am telling you the truth yea i said that too last time but this time its legit. its no excuse, i know that too but is you knew what happened in my past, you would understand. so this is a god bye my love. my life and thattoo will end sooner than you know...