Anger

do you notice the scars on my wrists
the tears on my face
when you get me so pissed
when im locked in this place
throw out the key
im trapped in this cage
when you torture and tease
when all i need
is to be released
dont you see it in my eyes
when you tell me these lies
cant you hear it in my voice
when you try to shout over the noise
and then i hit you
i snapped, whos that dude?
i dont know myself anymore
and damn it hurt to the core
your cry radiated
im sad you even associated
with the person who hit you
who screamed "WHAT DO I DO?!"
i swore i'de never hit em'
never do anything to make em' cry
now i watch you leave
with a bruise
and with me to loose.
please come back, i love you too much 
to let you walk away
i told you this was my fault
look my in the face
next time i will aim my punches at the couch
next time, god, there will not be a next time
all i know is if you ever try to leave again
im gonna strap you in the car and push it off a bridge. 
i am not going through this again with you, 
you have no clue
what i had to do
to get to where i am
i hate myself when im with you
why do you need me like i need you
your like a drug, 
the dust under the rug
it tends to stay where it is
even though i neglected you
i just did not know what to do
you were in my way
thats all  i can say
but now is the last
i know i said that last time but i am telling you the truth
yea i said that too last time
but this time its legit. 
its no excuse, i know that too
but is you knew what happened in my past, you would understand. 
so this is a god bye
my love.
my life
  and thattoo will end sooner than you know...

Copyright © | Year Posted 2010



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