And I Fall Down

And I fall down  

As the sunset of life reaches out to me
in marmalade swirls…orange sherbet dreams
I follow in loose footsteps,
not sure of the bridges I cross
or those burned in the process

Alone I stumble on braided pebbles,
scattered along this serpentine path,
feeding my mind with thoughts
Peering back on what was,
crying when your picture finds me

Dark tangerine tints line the sky now
for the day…this day…my life
shall soon disappear beyond the horizon
Fading to a tiny speck,
hiding in plain sight where no one can see…or care

Finality sings its sad melody
in fractured bar chords and minor notes
As I again find you invading my soul,
reaching down from my heart,
the place you still reside

And I whisper I am sorry…for the pain
Collections of hurt I did not realize I carried
beneath shiny bows and pretty paper
Sending you away from me…my precious gift,
the loss of all that was me…you

Quicker my steps drive
to that straight line illusion beckoning
Darker still as minutes pass
for I know this end is mine alone
as the moon crests the sea and I fall…down
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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De Beaulieu Avatar
September 28, 2017 at 9:01 PM
Hello Chris, there is pain written here.I agree with John hope is never lost. It will get better. It did for me, it will for you. You do paint a picture with your words. Have a nice evening my friend. Peace and love to you. have a nice evening my friend.
Hamilton Avatar
September 14, 2017 at 10:24 PM
I feel your pain, believe me, I never knew loss until recently, but hope is never lost, we may fall down, but...we must...get up... and fight another day, fight for happiness, Chris keep fighting you are loved!
Borke Avatar
September 12, 2017 at 1:57 PM
Had she been a real person at some time in your life? Does she know about your feelings and poems? Send them to her.
Daniel Avatar
September 7, 2017 at 6:12 AM
Such deep sadness and pain beautifully expressed, Chris:)
Y. Avatar
September 1, 2017 at 10:50 AM
Hi Chris, I felt an intense sadness as I began to read this well written piece. Before I knew it tears followed. Whatever you choose to write( happy , sad romantic) is always amazing- Alexis
Bauer Avatar
August 31, 2017 at 3:52 PM
very poignant and beautifully written, chris...
White Avatar
August 31, 2017 at 3:34 PM
You always write in beauty my friend, even when I am reading them with a heavy heart.
Andresen Avatar
August 31, 2017 at 3:17 PM
... this is so heartbreaking, Chris ... I'm crying with you .... hugs ... :(
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