Analytical Me

My biggest issue is I think to much, always got something to say, when I don't I relive other encounters, working out if things happened other ways. I'm always trying to read people, looking at there cues, this was a coping mechanism, as a child I used. Intuitively I read people, mannerisms they display, almost always I can read them, plan as day. My writing has evolved for me, over the last few years, in my words I see answers now, that before I never saw there, so I write about anything that come to mind, then I sit and look intensely, for any answers I can find. I can never stay focused, on anything for to long, always something comes to mind, could be something wrong, then off again i'm off trying to reason, it don't have to be that way, till my minds at ease, then something else come's my way. Even now as I'm trying to focus on this poem, a lot of other things mind, trying to keep a single thought sometimes blows my mind, I'm always thinking about something, and it really annoy's me, so much going on in my head all the time, often I think whats wrong with me. I have a compulsive thoughts?, which screams O.C.D to me, an obsession to compulsively think, wow... something else wrong I can see, very rarely has there been a time, my mind has ever been free, no wind blows between these ears, because of analytical me. M.Mahauariki © 2012