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driven face down into the bed into the pillow hands out squeezing the sheets for all dear life--- she didn’t plan on this & yet this is what happened & what could be comparable for a heterosexual man, who wants satisfaction in his sexual demands? what has she asked of him that comes even close? she says in retrospect that she squeezes her eyes shut & just wants it to be over--- and this is in something consensual. using the pain as sexual currency, saying that she lets him when he’s a good boy, her operant conditioning is a catch-22 & yet, what would happen if she went to her drawer & got a steel *****, spiked for pain & asked the very same of him?