An Unexplainable Feeling

Through my eyes there comes a light but it's too bright its blocking my sight Just then something grabs me tight I've felt this feeling hundreds of times I try to break free from it's grip But it holds on to me with all it's might something's crawling inside sending chills down my spine something's on my neckline crawling slowly, I can't define I take a deap breath, tell myself it's fine It's just a feeling, it'll go away in some time But is it all inside my head? I ask myself as I get up from bed I can still feel it around But I can't see, my vision's blocked out I blink and blink but there's only darkness I try to escape from north and south I see a light in a distance, not too far I chase it hoping I'd make it out But something grabs me from behind Drags me into the darkness as i shout And when my screams fade away I wake up in a sea as deep as an abyss There's waves forming, one by one that slowly flow out of my eyes those waves are tears trickling down my cheeks Rolling on my face until they fall on my knees It's an unexplainable feeling like a fever dream But it feels so real, I want to scream My heart is storing up all these feelings Until, eventually they'll bleed out through the cracks Like ink bleeding on a paper through pen Still, to convey this feeling, my wording lacks I don't know the cause, don't know the reason All I know is that I feel like I'm stuck in a prison Trying to break free and fly away somewhere far But my feet are chained to a metal bar I'll appreciate a little help but there's none around me to help me destroy the chains To the darkness,that are binding me The darkness's my past calling my name But there's None to lend me their hand So I'm struggling on my own, in pain trying to keep myself sane Just like how it has always been I'm alone, it's such a frightening scene It's so dark that nothing can be seen don't even know where i lean but filled with hope or perhaps desperation I rub my eyes in search of light But inside my heart, feels like something has died inside my heart, it feels like something has died