Sometimes life in general is so filled with stress you just plain want to yell STOP THE WORLD I WANT TO GET OFF. Murphy's Law seems to have been written with you in mind. Been there, bought the T-shirt and wear it often. Don't give up. Hang onto your basic beliefs and keep your dignity. It may take awhile but things will get better if you work hard and ignore the people and the things that seem to be against you. Common sense will help. Just take a lesson from the duck. On the surface he seems to float serenely without a care in the world but underneath the water he is paddling like crazy.