an expensive one to break

I keep returning to the jewelry store to look at the vase. It has all of my favorite colors. hot pink, orange, turquoise, lavender I really want it, but it is expensive. all of my other vases have been thrown out. Because I am horrible with glass. I have broken them all into bits. This would be an expensive one to break, my husband says. That tears it. I have to have it now.