An Eternal Pain
An Eternal Pain
When you are there, your silence gives me pain
When I don’t find you, I suffer but in vain
Both your presence and absence trigger my tears to drain
My sufferings aroused within me a situation so critical
This lethal agony of my life is seriously suicidal
In all directions of my life, I wonder like a stray
I am striving with a pathetic feeling of dismay
I suffer as you do not notice me
Neither you recognize me nor you feel free
Why are you a stranger? Am I some one so new?
Albeit a stranger, why I feel myself so close to you
Your existence in my vicinity is like a heavenly phenomena
But your alienated attitude paralyses me with critical trauma
The moment of your departure overwhelms me with immense grief and sorrow
Such intense sense of trauma can neither be borne nor someone can borrow
Being a stranger but yet so familiar is an experience of mystery
I wanna be with your present, wanna be with the dreams of your future but never become your past history
I don’t know what reason would attract your attention to make me familiar
Wish for a magical weapon that shatters your attitude of being a stranger
This miserable state of my life I can't tolerate any longer
Wish for an occasion to express myself to you
Seems an awkward desire as u consider me so new
When shall I be blessed to be embraced by your mesmerizing grace
Or else I would indulge in terminating this suicidal life race
Wish for a gracious event when your holy heart connects with mine
Or else I would completely immerse in darkness and never shine
I shall wait forever to experience this precious moment of life
For fulfilling this sacred desire, to any extent I am willing to strive
My pathetic emotions won’t allow my soul to rest in peace
Still I shall always consider you as an eternal bliss!!
Thank You
Copyright © Ravin Gupta | Year Posted 2013
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