An Aware Apology

I’m sorry. That you are suffering. That you are misunderstood. That you aren’t shown the love you should. I’m sorry. For not noticing. For not hearing you. For not seeing your struggle. I’m sorry For listening Only to turn around And tell someone else. I’m sorry. For not being very helpful. For my selfishness. For making this about myself. I’m sorry. For letting it get this far. For watching you get worse. For not reaching out. But I’m not sorry. For getting you help. For slipping your secrets out. For telling someone who can aid you. I’m not sorry. For caring. For loving. For being there. I won’t apologize for that.