An Affair With Death

I knew I was gone when I went into the sleep.. There was no guilt or pain insight.. I’ve never had an affair of the heart.. of mind, body and soul.. The comfort I felt was beyond words from my mind... And I was destined to fall under his spell... The fire I felt on my skin began to rage.. I became like an animal in a cage.. Every time I drew back, he pushed me forward.. I could feel his arms embrace me like no other, His strength overpowered me and breathing became a necessity.. I gasped each time we danced the dance.. I could feel life’s breath leaving my body.. As he held me tighter and tighter.. I have never known such ecstasy as I drew each breath as the last.. Don’t know why I gave in so easy, temptation is not one of my virtues.. I’ve always weighed the pro’s and cons.. Who is this man of many tricks that I would succumb to him ? I am smarter than this I thought in one lucid moment.. Be gone I said.. leave me alone I do not want to follow you.. All you want is my soul... and I am not ready... When I am I will call you.... PS. This was a recent experience I had in the ICU...