Am I Here

am I here What is the gift of life worth If sacrifice is forbidden Am I here Among the living Who is the living Am I here I have searched For too long I have followed the crowd With this knowledge so popular My young mind was filled With the Old ways style of life Am I here You have to be educated Was all I hear home and abroad Then again I followed the crowd Am I here A man moves when he decides A coward follow with no self knowledge Am I here I so wonder which serves better As life is a choice So pardon my new choice Am I here As I keep to my self knowledge With the question that challenged My soul to my spirit Am I here Am I here Just to follow Am I here To live Am I here Who am I To know why am here And if really Am here Am I here What do I mean to myself What do I represent to mankind What is life for me So the unknown became known After this long search After These torture of inner search why am I here Is no longer a lingua I don't know Is better reality that is Am I here if am here I got to Love to live Again I recon love to live Among the living Only on the fact if Am I here? Note I dedicate this poem To every soul willing to Live again Richard Nnoli