Am I Going Crazy Or Already Insane

Am I going crazy or already insane? My weak sanity, I'm trying to sustain. Freaked out shaky body, trying to maintain. All my life's energy, violence is trying to drain. Am I going crazy or already insane? Watching all these rockets blaring. Missiles launching; freaked out countries scaring. How can rulers be so blasted, insanely daring? Am I going crazy or already insane? Where do I run; where do I hide? How do I calm these terrified feelings inside? Tomorrow will we live, or today will we die? Am I going crazy or already insane? My mental mind rampantly racing. Nasty nightmare monsters keep chasing. Scared, in shock to even live or come outside. Might be hit by an earthquake, tornado or hurricane tide.