Am I Dead Inside

Am I dead inside I have this void I think I've died Before I felt That’s when I cried Now I can't feel I know, I've tried The hurting is gone But the hole is still here Once I was in pain Now I don’t care Once I cried Now not even a tear Hardened as steel The only way I could make it This fear of being empty Can't seem to shake it If I can't love again Maybe I can fake it Nothing inside I can't take it You cleaned me out You took it all When you left me I put up a wall When I took it down There was nothing at all My heart was empty So I just let it fall