Always Me

Standing in a sea of people
Yet I'm all alone
Isolated from them
I can hear their talk ripple
Passing through me

I'm drowned in happiness
Smiles surround me
Yet I feel sadness
Happiness bounces off my shell
Though on the outside I'm composed
Inside I'm a mess

I say nothing with a wrong intention
Nothing to hurt no one
Then why are my words twisted
Why are my words always misinterpreted?

I ask no question that can't be answered
Yet no one seems to answer 
They treat me with indifference
My curiosity criticized
My questions subject to ignorance

I am silent
Not dumb
I am observant
Not a spy
Yet I'm always misunderstood
Always blamed
Always targeted

Wherever I may be
Wherever I go
I am plagued with the same reactions
To all my actions

Where do I stand
In this land?

Have I no feelings
Am I wrong?
All I ask from all the world
Is a simple thing
Don't blame me
For what is not my fault

Don't ignore what I have to say
Don't push me away when I am near
Don't make me your fear

I am not weird
I am not bad
I am just who I am
This is what I'll always be
And no matter what
I'm always me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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February 4, 2014 at 6:42 AM
Beautiful and profound. Touched the basis of the interaction we have wirh the world around us.
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March 30, 2012 at 4:44 AM
Where did this week go I wonder again. But hey I have enjoyed reading your poetry this morning Sahitya. I hope you have a wonderful weekend filled with joy and happiness. Keep writing and sharing your poetry. Love, Carol
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March 29, 2012 at 6:27 AM
Smile ˜ Very Stirring Amid The Light In Truths Heart ˜ I Myself Have Surely Mirrored Many Of These Reflections Along With Your Precious Souls Questions Yet, I Count It All As A Blessing * Love Always, John!:) ˜
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