Always Longing For

I know that I will always be longing for your touch longing for your words longing for us even though it barely seems possible longing for your kiss in which I am in dire need of longing for the way your hugs could heal any wound but that's the thing did I help at all with you To me all it seems like I did was add an extra pound to your weight carrying along with the other things you had to deal with Did I help u escape in any way, shape or form? I know I will always be longing for you being in your arms was like summer all year I felt so safe, nothing to worry about Your lips, my pleasure I got lost whenever we were together how much I craved to be one with you How much I craved seperation but that's another story You had me weak from your unique style of giving I don't think I will find anyone else like you on the market which hurts cause now I know that I will always be longing for you longing for us... but were just some distant memory right? never to appear in reality again right? But how come everytime I see you my heart jumps... shouldn't I be over you? A tear dropped down my eyes. An addiction I just can't fight. I long for you. I wanna dissolve in you. But I can't have you. So here I am like most days longing for something that I may never get.