Alright Now

I try to have a normal life Be a proud mother, maybe a wife The pain I've endured has sunken down deep It hurts from my head, way down to my feel I seem to have a cloud that follows me still Just tryin to be honest, for hurt that I fear A tornado destroying all the feelings inside Then disappear in a hole I will hide Some say they feel like they've been hit by a train Not my intentions to cause anyone pain My hearts like a iron workers hands after years Calloused and rough from holding the tears I'm trying to be different, trying something new I want to be happy, tired of feeling blue Forgive me, good ones who have felt my wrath And all of you others can kiss my ass