Alone of Reality

"I want to find someone like me, And how they have got better, To discuss things, Lost and alone, not one to disease how lost my life is, I've not got one to discuss of life, in and what I've done, To be able to talk within myself, Not one not in a negative way, Even I have spoke to my family, Feelings lost and alone, to only myself, How to show, of the anger in my life, The things I've done good or bad, Just in fairness, in whats happened to me, Not one has heard me in what i feel, Sometimes I'm bad but I've not once expressed myself for over two years ago, Because I do what i do, it's not goodness, Whatever I do ain't good enough, And when I'm crying to or for help, You will know of what I've been through than most, Maybe then you'll find the true love, of truly loving me as me." -Ds-