Alone
Alone
Sitting here I feel so all ALONE
the feeling chills me to the bone
U were my guide & my HOME
Now I just can't make it on my own
I feel so lost and enraged
Who stole our remaiing days?
I'm sick & tired keep my feelings restrained
Soul crushing heart ripping agonizing PAIN
I'm done I've had it that's it
Tired of your "" she's in a better place".. ********
The fire that warmed me is no LONGER lit
everyday I wanna give up call it quits
Because I don't know HOW to deal with any of this?
I think of my daughter her so deeply missed
So the only choice find a way to make it thru this
Your wisdom & guidance here that's my WISH
CANT think of the big picture without YOU IT makes me sick
Think positive believe me I have tried
Can't ever get over a big piece of me has FOREVER died
This unrelnting pain to much for me
If only I could just put one foot in front of the other and clearly see
You are the sun the moon the stars everything that could be
Gotta let go of this debilitating negativity
This unfortunate situation
Most definitely has changed me
Tired of tears sadness and self pity
The only way to come out of this lies deep within ME
I miss you so much you own my heart
The number one thing you wouldn't want
Is for me to fall apart
I will try my best to go on
Make a brand new start
Seems impossible without you here
US so far apart
Still the under lying Emptiness is that will always be
Fact of the matter is
NOTHING or no one
can bring YOU back to ME
Nobody knows how I feel
This entire nightmare so surreal
I have no idea how I'm gonna heal
What can I do to cope or try and deal?
It's like a nightmare
Wake me up I just can't bear
As always I'm so unlucky
Haven't got a prayer
I was so much stronger
When I knew you were standing there
Copyright © Diana Vee | Year Posted 2016
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