Alone

Tears running down my cheek, I survived another week, I dont know why i feel like this, cant help but want the things i miss. I tear myself open, Even if i feel broken, I pull myself together, To stop thinking about forever. I try so hard to realise, that soon there will be, that one guy, but still, even though i try, i feel like im living a lie. Waiting for the perfect man, i try to make him understand, wanting him to realise, iv been mislead by other guys.. I know is still have got to try, but fridays alone, still make me cry, So i will wait, for that one day, when all my worries will go away.. im dreaming of a better day...