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ALLAH WILL PROVIDE FOR EVEN RATS DURING WAR 47:4 QURAN

THE UNSEES EMOTIONAL WARTH OF WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI LIFE AND DEATH YOU CARRY A LOVING FETUS INTO HOSTAGE SITUATIONS BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FROM JUNK SICK OFFICERS WORKING SECURITY FOR GANGS JAMAICAN TALIBAN YOU ORAY YOU SURVIVE WHEN YOU SURVIVE BROKEN HATED AND TORTURED INTIMIDATED BULLIED FINALLY MURDERS SURROUNDING YOUR TOWN HOMES WEARING DREADS FEMALES WEARING RED DREADLOCKS POINTING GLOCKS AT YOUR CHILDREN IN TAMPA BAY YOU REALIZE YOU ARE DEAD NOW UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPEN A TWIST OF FATE YOUR KILLERS ARE BEING KILLED THE KILLERS FEMALES BEGIN IMPERSONATING YOU WHY I REACHED OUT THE FBI THE KILLERS FAMILY MEMBERS WERE NOW MY CLONES THE SAME FBI AGENTS WHO INSTALLED THE WIRES ON MY UNBORN FETUS CLEARLY I AM A DEAD LADY WITH DREAMS OF TAKING THE WIRES OFF MY WOMB BUT HOW IT'S TOO LATE I AM NOW A SUICIDE BOMBER NON VIOLENT TO ANYONE HOWEVER IT IS GRAVENESS IT IS NOW NECESSARY THAT I END THIS THE FBI CAN'T JUST LIKE THE FBI COULD NOT WEAR WIRES INSIDE HOSTAGE SITUATIONS THEY DEPENDED ON ME DECADES AGO YES 1989 THE MANY TIMES THEY SENT ME INTO HOSTAGE SITUATIONS I THOUGHT HOW BLESSED I WAS TO SURVIVE THE KILLERS THE TRUTH IS I DIDN'T SURVIVE I SUFFER PTSD ANXIETY DISORDER PANIC DISORDER DEPRESSIVE DISORDER THESE THINGS WILL KILL ME SLOWLY TODAY EVERY KILLER EVERY DEALERS CONVICTED RATHER ON THE STREETS BEHING BARS JAMAICA CANADA AUSTRALIA MEXICO THEY ALL SEE ME BECAUSE THE FBI IMPOSTER TO CLONE ME WITH THE ENEMIES NEICES AUNTS COUSINS SISTERS SENT PANIC WAVES TO KILL ME MY IMPOSTER CAN HIDE SHES JUST A BAD CLONE I'M ON THE FRONTLINE NOW LIKE VIETNAM HAMBURGER HILL THE KILLERS ARE RIGHT HERE I HAVE ONLY ONE OPTION AN OPIOD POD USED TO SAVE MY LIFE FROM SHEER PAIN IS IT MORE PAINFUL TO ALLOW KILLERS TO KILL ME INSTEAD OF MY KILLING MYSELF THIS WAY THE FBI CAN FINALLY STOP MY IMPOSTERS FROM HARMING MY FAMILY TO SAVE THEM FROM I SHOULD HAVE BLOWN MYSELF UP I FEEL LIKE THE WIRES ON MY WOMB WERE EMOTIONAL BOMBS TO DETONATED 30 YEARS LATER IT DID CAR BOMB IGNITED MY SKULL MY KILLERS EMBEZZLED THE TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY CLAIM TO LAUNDER THE MILWAUKEE DRUG SMUGGLERS TODAY I FEEL OVERWHELMED BY THIS ONGOING SHEER HATRED HORRID FEELING BEING EXPOSED EVERY DRUG DEALER CONVICTED HAS BEEN EXPOSED TO ME BY MY CLONES WHY THIS IS HELL ON EARTH BEING IMPERSONATED BY YOUR BULLIES INTIMIDATION FEAR WRATH I BEGGED GOD TO ALLOW ME INTO HEAVEN AFTER SUICIDE THE HONORABLE ELIJAH MUHAMMAD TEACHES 47:4 WHEN WE MEET UNBELIEVERS IN BATTLE SMITE THEIR NECKS UNTIL YOU HAVE CRUSHED THEM THEN BIND YOUR CAPTIVES FIRMLY THERE AFTER YOU ARE ENTITLED TO SET THEM FREE EITHER BY AN ACT OF GRACE OR AGAINST RANSON UNTIL WAR ENDS THE MINUTE I REACHED OUT TO THE FBI FOR HELP I BEGAN BEING MURDERED THE BIBLE TEACHES GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON AND WHO SO EVER BELIEVE IN HIM SHALL HAVE EVERLASTING LIFE THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME TO DIE WITH GODS BLESSING TO KILL MYSELF PLEASES GOD AN ACT OF GRACE TO END THIS WAR UPON MY SPACE FOR BEING A RAT A SNITCH SURELY I'M NOT SEEN AS HUMAN THOUSANDS ALREADY SEEK MY DEATH BECAUSE ITS BEEN OVER 30 YEARS OVER 1 HUNDRED COVICTIONS ENTERING MANY AMERICAN PRISON SYSTEMS MY MIND CAN'T HELP BUT BELIEVE GANGS HAVE RECRUITED GANG MEMBERS TO KILL ME UPON RELEASE SKIN HEADS WHITE SUPREMCIST ALSO ISLANDERS FROM JAMAICA VIRGIN ISLANDS THATS ONLY BEHIND BARS THE MANY EARLY RELEASED ON PAROLE CHANTING THE RAT RAT THE RAT AS MY IMPOSTER IMPERSONATING ME EXPOSED MY IDENTITY TO A VIOLENT DEATH JUST AS SURE AS THE SKY IS BLUE MY MIND HAVE BECOME AN ISIS OPERATIVE ONLY BECAUSE I SEEK TO TAKE MY OWN LIFE IN THE NAME OF GOD HERE IN AMERICA WHERE I WORE WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FROM JUNK SICK OFFICERS MY MIND CAN'T STOP HEARING MY FETUS HEARTBEAT I CANNOT STOP TRAUMATIC EVENTS MY ACTUALLY ALLOWING SPECIAL AGENT PAULA BRAND INSTALL THE WIRES ON MY WOMB I AWAKEN TO THE SMELL OF HER PATON LEATHER SHOES HER HAIR TONIC THE FACE CREAM SHE USED ON HER HANDS WHEN THEY WERE SO DRY IN CHICAGO BLIZZARDS OUR EYES.LOCK MY FETUS BALLED UP IN A BALL I WONDERED IF SHE WAS STILL ALIVE AT ALL WALKING INTO HOSTAGE SITUATIONS ON LIKE CHICKEN BONE MY HEART WOULDNT STOP MAKE NOISE I THOUGHT THE KILLERS COULD HEAR IT AND WOULD TOUCH MY BELLY FIND THE WIRES AND KILL ME AND MY FETUS PERHAPS IT WAS IN THAT MOMENT THE FBI KNEW I WOULD BE MURDERED PERHAPS THEY HAD ALREADY SELECTED A CLONE VERSION OF ME A LAB RAT WITH FOUR CHILDREN RIDING ALONG WITH THE FBI SUPERVISOR WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING WHY DIDN'T THE FBI JUST TAKE DOWN CIRO GARGANO AND MY EX HUSBANDS FIR THE ARSON MURDERS THAT KILLED ALL THE PERSONS ACTS OF GRACE WHY IT WAS NECESSARY FOR ME TO WEAR WIRES PREGNANT BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FROM JUNK SICK OFFICERS ONLY TO HAVE A VERY EXPENSIVE CONTRACT ON MY HEAD ON THE STREETS BEHIND BARS CORRUPTION SENT THREATS SOMEHOW HAVING AN FBI INFORMANT HOSTAGE PAYS WELL IN AMERICA I AM AMERICA MY MIND AN ISIS OPERATIVE CREATED BY AMERICA ON AMERICAN SOIL WEARING WIRES PREGNANT CREATED MY STATE OF MIND HOLY QURAN 47:4 ACTS OF GRACE DURING WAR ALLAH WILL PROVIDE WHEN HUMANS BECOME LIVING BREATHING RATS THE SOUL BECOMES DARK AS NIGHT THE NIGHT TERRORS EAT YOU ALIVE ALLAH IS THE ONLY SALVATION TO RETURNING BACK TO GOD AFTER SUICIDE ONE CAN BELIEVE WHEN A SOLDIER HAS ONLY ONE GRENADE TO KILL HIMSELF HIS PLATTOON ALL GONE HAVING FLESH SKINNED ALIVE YOU NO RACE ISSUES HEAR YOU CAN'T TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BLACK OR WHITE WE ARE ALL THE SAME WITHOUT FLESH REMOVING THE FLESH FROM YOU AND I I REMINDED OF HAMBURGER MEAT HANGING ON HAMBURGER HILL WAR IS WAR COMBAT IS COMBAT THE WAR ON WEAPONS AND DRUGS IN AMERICA WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FROM JUNK SICK OFFICERS CREATED MY STATE OF MIND HEALING COPING HEARING HEARTBEATS FEARING MY SAFETY KNOWING I DIED IN THOSE HOSTAGE SITUATIONS THE FBI PREPARED FOR MY DEATH GRACE BROUGHT HOME AND GRACE SHALL LEAD ME BACK TO THE GOD WHO CREATED ALL THIS HELL ON EARTH SCHOOL SHOOTS MASS SHOOTINGS THE GREATER GOOD GIVING BACK TO COMMUNITIES THAT PLAGUES FBI INFORMANTS YOU'RE DEAD THE TERRORISTS THREATS LEFT ON OUR CAR I REALIZE THAT I AM DEAD WHEN THE IMPOSTER BEGAN IMPERSONATING ME WITH THE FBI I REALIZED I WAS NOW THE REAL RAT AN AMERICAN RODENT ONLY GOD WOULD SEE ME AS HUMAN NOW AS I PLEADED FOR HELP THE FBI AGENTS THAT INSTALLED WIRES ON MY UNBORN CHILDREN ACTUALLY IMPERSONATING MY IDENTITY WITH THE ARSON MURDERS OF 9 THE KILLERS THE DEALERS THE ISLANDERS THE JAMAICAN TALIBAN OPERATION BASICALLY WHEN I SIGNED FOR THE FUNDS TO BE RELEASED ARLINGTON HEIGHTS FBI I WAS SIGNING MY OWN DEATH CERTIFICATES ARLINGTON CEMETERY FOR INFORMANTS AMERICAN FBI ISIS INFORMANT MURDERER OF SELF THEE SHEER BALANCE OF COMMITING SELF HARM TO ONESELF FIDELITY BRAVERY INTEGRITY KNOW FULL WELL I AM A DEAD FBI INFORMANT HERE IN AMERICA ONGOING CONVOYS OF DEATH THREATS ACROSS AMERICA INTIMIDATION EVERY DAY ON LICENSE PLATES SPECIAL MADE FOR INFORMANTS FROM THE MOTOR CITY MIDWEST PRISON SYSTEM THEY READ URDED OR RAT HO HA HA WITNESS RIGHT BEFORE THE CAR BOMB IGNITED MY SKULL I DIDN'T REALIZE BACK THEN WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI WOULD FOLLOW ME THROUGH ALL THE DAYS OF MY THAT I WOULD BE BULLIED FOREVER UNTIL DEATH WHY SHOULD I ALLOW FBI SCUM TO MURDER ME WHEN I COULD KILL MY OWNSELF AH TO END ALL THE TERRORISTS THREATS WOW THAT ALONE IS WORTH KILLING MYSELF I FEEL COMFORTED JUST LIKE I TOLD THE CRISIS CHATLINE I ENVISION MYSELF DECEASED BY MY OWN HANDS AND I FELT COMFORTED NO GREATER LOVE TO SPARE OTHERS DYING BECAUSE I WORE WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI THOSE WIRES SHOULD HAVE BEEN BOMBS KILLING MYSELF ALONG WITH THE DEALERS AND KILLERS MY MIND TELLS ME THE WIRES WERE INVISIBLE EMOTIONAL BOMBS TO TRIGGER ME TO COMMIT SUICIDE TO ABORT THE OPERATION WITH MY DEATH PERHAPS THOSE AGENTS AWAITED MY DEATH WHO THE HELL COULD LIVE LIKE THIS WHY I'M LIVING DEAD UNALIVE I HOLD MY BREATH SO I WON'T HEAR MY OWN HEART BEATING HERE IN AMERICA CREATED BY THE FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION MIND OF AMERICAN ISIS

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