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All the Men We Used to Kill

Sometimes I think about the past, The life we knew would never last, And all the men we used to kill, And that great void they used to fill, And that great spell we used to cast. Under the sun and in the heat, Our enemies dead at our feet, I thought I’d die there in the sand, And for the future never planned. But still, those memories are sweet. We bravely answered battle’s call, Brothers, sisters, family all Who know when I say sacrifice I speak of those who gave their lives And with their deaths our own would stall. Those to whom that life appeals, The ones whose fractures souls war steals Will never after be the same, For some win glory, some win shame, And yet each shattered soul still feels. I still feel it to the bone, The shame of taking lives unknown. Unnamed and faceless men were they, Their crime was getting in my way; For their deaths I can’t atone. I visit graves of brothers still, Those who died by war and will As well as those I loved and lost And those who paid the greatest cost, And all the men we used to kill.

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Date: 10/8/2024 6:43:00 AM
It breaks my heart that you've done a great service for your country and have to feel this guilt about it. I can't say I understand because I haven't been there, but I do sympathize and wish you the best. Thank you for sharing your heart here and I know this will help others who feel the same. Just fyi...I do not think it's wrong to kill in defense of country and loved ones, it is not murder but self defense. However, Not having done so myself, I can't say how id feel. God bless you! Xo
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Date: 9/28/2024 7:52:00 AM
Daniel, as a veteran myself, this was incredibly impactful to read. You've done a wonderful job expressing the feelings that so many of us struggle to do. Thank you for sharing.
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Daniel Bailey
Date: 9/28/2024 8:08:00 AM
Thanks, Shane. I appreciate your words of encouragement. It helps to know there are other poets who have been there and back and know what I’m feeling.

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