All My Love

God my family and you, Helped me survive and kepted me grounded and sane.God kept my spiritual focus and let me find my self and peace i never could of had without him. You, Helped me believe one day I'll find us and experience love the way i never did.My prayers and thoughts of you gave me hope.That one day I would have all anyone can ask for ,love in all aspects.Don't know where youv'e been or been through,but i wanted to be there to share all of your life experiences good or bad.but there were things that was just in the way. I like to think it was time we needed to grow up and that life has taught us both what we need in our next mate and showed us our mistakes.Hoping the past has not been a factor and only wanting to start a new. Wishing you could see what God has showed me a future with someone I have waited and prayed for a life time . We're not by chance but for ever .We just went on living with others doing the best we could with what we had .Not always being the best our selfs.but both wishing to find the one God sent just for us.Now im not trying to violate a long friendship,but i want to experience the stars with the person who has had my heart all these years.I pray he can recieve this love from me.I've been here waiting a long time and it is in his corner.and i hope he picks and wants all of my love. this poem dedicated to my dear friend Jeffrey jackson.