All I was I am no more

In my suicidal mind.                                                     I search for light.                                                        I see none                                                                  for hope I'm blind.                                               
                                                                                 as I dig and dig.                                                         I just keep getting deeper.                                           My mind is in torment.                                                   P wanting to meet my keeper.                                   
                                                                        Would it lead me to peace                                    to a better place in time.                                       Or send me to live in hell.                                     For the times I've crossed the line.                     
                                                                                          I am right now.                                                Soon I'll be no more.                                                 Will I be missed at all.                                         After closing life's door.                                   
                                                                                 As of now I see no resolve.                                     No answer to my pain.                                             If my hand were loaded.                                       I'd put a bullet in my brain                                there it would remain
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November 23, 2023 at 5:32 PM
I'm looking forward to your next poem. You are quite talented. So much to write, and so little time.
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November 23, 2023 at 10:50 AM
I hope you are ok.. this is deep introspection and very honest raw emotions.. I hope you have someone to talk to out there... or maybe someone to call... There is always light out there, even in the most dark times...
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