All I see

Words flowing through my head What has been said Today Words in which I play Not knowing what to say In a crowd Their talking so loud My words disappear Maybe it is my fear I wish I understood Wish I could Change, I do not know if I would I watch as life passes me by Sometimes I cry I was told if I would at least try I would never fail Life must be my jail Standing here Trying not to tremble in fear All the people so near Passing me by Giving me the eye I know I must look out of place In this world I face Everywhere I go I am the stranger Hope they do not think I am a danger Easy to see In me The wild and free Lost when around my own kind Once again that little kid stuck in rewind Every word said Stuck in my head Filling me with dread Fighting to be free From all the words I see Stuck floating in my brain I think made me insane Writing everything down So in the words I do not drown Get me out They seem to shout Write so much They make me seem out of touch Maybe I write to much But it is all have to get myself free From all the words I see So from the world I hide So many times I tried To be a part To have peace in my heart But I see I am never going to be A part or you I see this as true What is one to do Arrange and write down each word And hope someday they are heard There I go Just so you know I am just passing by Like the sun in the sky Looking for me In all I see I am just a part of the wild and free