All Because of You

The words that was said
goes through my head
as i lay in this bed
it brings tears to my eyes
but i dont want to cry
i try to deny
and FORGET
but i can't
not yet
it brings a pain to my chest
as i try to rest
i used to hide in the closet
feeling unwanted
until i heard my name
isn't ashame
it drives me insane
still today
and i try to pray
but i guess not right
alright everythings gonna be okay 
i say
only like 1462 more days
then you'll be happy
.  .  .  .
i get smacked
oh revenge is gonna get paid back
i tried death
i used to hold my breath
but i thought its not worth it
everyones life is not perfect 
right?
.  .  .  .
I keep a smile on my face holding in that inside
but i dont let it out 
i close my mouth
"be careful of what you say because if you say
the worng thing something will come your way"
so i keep quiet
.  .  .  .
"you dumb Bcth"
I hate when she say that sht
alot of things is like a scar 
it'll never go away
i keep it to myself
so ill remember everyday
hey 
remember this 
remember that
dont try to deny it cuz its all facts
you blame me for stuff i didnt even do
theres only one person to blame and thats you
.  .  .  .
i'm not doing good in school
you call me a fool
in front of your friends
i wish it'll end but it dont,
and it won't
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008


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