Alkie pt 3
Repeated ups after second chances
Slipping in and out of the same dances
Fruiting both friendships and romances
Cuz they ain’t your ing babysitter
And can’t keep dragging you to your dirty mattress.
It’s always fun until one day, suddenly it isn’t.
You wanna party like a rockstar?
Do drugs. hit women, drive fast cars?
Whip it up around the in boulevard
Til you wrap yourself around a pole
And can’t remember who you are
Getting in a wreck by yourself is one thing
Sometimes in life though, the truth stings
Some bad decisions in a short string
Destroyed your car and life and gave your homies angel wings
Not to mention you’ll probably do time for it too.
Went from beers with the homies on weekends
To out at the bar making new friends
To alone in my room all night after my shift ends
To whatever I can get away with stealing
From the outlets
But then to the withdrawal
To suddenly no longer wanting to drink at all
To healthy abd sober and making good calls
Finally laying to rest inside 4 walls
This poem was an ode to my vices
And surely laid bare for me to see
All of the facts laid in front of me
I know this isn’t how I oughtta be
And need to make some changes
For me. And for my family
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