Alchemy

Alchemy

What process need there be to make
of broken things – the real?  Great
sorcerers have failed, formed molten
monuments to greed’s glory.  I, poor
peasant that I be, had neither flame
nor Patron, nor desire to be purified.
Priests had tried to rid me of the evils
they perceived; prayed and chanted
waving wands and crosses to summon
the fire of hell or open the gates of heaven.
To their chagrin, I remained unchanged.

Alone in a world of twisted wreckage
I formed alliances with the aspects of
my being that had resisted the sorcery.
Realizing that I was an individual and
need not be party to the organized
incarceration of my mind and spirit.
I honed the edges of my intellect on
tools hand fashioned by experience.
Culled the detritus of past lunacy
and sorted carefully aspects that
might still be of use.

Fear, that mighty bastard, fought
to stay on the throne surrounded
by its henchmen – hate, rage, and
an ever present anger.  My choice?
Flee the kingdom or take the crown.

I could no longer remain in exile from
my self but had my self-alchemy the
strength to approach the pseudo
King and challenge his hold on the
empire?

Thus did I, we, the many aspects of
my being, conspire to outwit and
outmaneuver a slow, entrenched,
inflexible imposter.  Slowly the seeds
of truth took root, gave blossom to
integrity, trust, and a self-reliance
not based on self.  Wisdom followed,
slowly, as is wisdom’s want.  So did
the alchemy of youth give way to the
alchemy of growth, the alchemy of
ego to the alchemy of spirit.  So was
my darkness brought into the light
my weakness into strength, my being
restored.

John G. Lawless
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Johnson Avatar
May 7, 2014 at 7:48 AM
And now full circle, we are born unto a new sun in the morn. With continued spirit within ourselves. We rearrange ego's on the shelves. So when we look into the mirror. It's not just ourselve's that we hear. Congrat's on your #1 win John. You really dug deep on this one. Enjoyed the journey within and without.
Lawless Avatar
May 7, 2014 at 5:48 PM
Thanks for reading and for you comment.
Guzzi Avatar
May 2, 2014 at 8:18 PM
Very enjoyable. Congrad's on your win. Light & Love
Lawless Avatar
May 7, 2014 at 5:46 PM
Thanks Debbie, always nice to hear from you.
A. Sharma Avatar
April 30, 2014 at 10:56 PM
beautiful alchemy John ! loved the read mesmerising thru' out,,,congrats on top win !
Lawless Avatar
May 7, 2014 at 5:45 PM
Thank you. The spiritual quest and the quest for self often intertwine.
Walker  Avatar
April 30, 2014 at 6:01 PM
Congratulations on your first place win. verlena
Nance Avatar
April 30, 2014 at 5:22 PM
Congrats on your first place win :)
Lawless Avatar
April 30, 2014 at 7:04 PM
Thank you Casarah(beautiful name) for taking the time to read and comment on the poem
Guillermo - Fraser Avatar
April 3, 2014 at 4:39 AM
4th stanza..!!!! wow.... remarkable... :) i love it.. :) this can be a declamation piece.. :) nice write.. :) ==olive_eloi
Lawless Avatar
April 30, 2014 at 7:03 PM
Thank you Olive for reading and commenting. Alway nice to here that some enjoyed one of my poems.
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