Ah Satisfactorily Succumbing Into Salubrious Sleep

Ah...Satisfactorily Succumbing Into Salubrious Sleep Aye sandman, I surrender to yar supreme governance surreal spectacular soiree gifts subconscious sphere soothing (analogous to natural palliative), ah...REM member nought, asper exquisite entertaining cerebral kaleidoscope replete with nonpareil visual trappings aesthetically tantalizing unforgettable..., but lo' eye cant captcha scenario upon awakened state, tis bothersome transcendent, resplendent, quiescent,...transient dream ticking escapement shuttered against recollections... aye plead mercy to jog, (and gently jimmy - yeah of course figuratively) shuttered facet slammed tight soon nee immediately inaccessible dimension brought forth teasingly, phantasmagorically, numbingly ephemeral, nonetheless temporarily liberating, enshrouding, and cocooning against incessant drubbing mine corporeal wakeful body electric relentlessly fraught with profuse inexplicable perspiration (principally palms) recurs like clockwork (despite prescription medications), this physiological discomfort hazards livingsocial quotidian joyless agonizing oft times including courtesy, not "FAKE" panic attack, these anxiety less debilitating, when emotionally torturous teenage years wracked every cell (no matter how fast I ran - just Kuwait, the mailer daemons threatened) to undermine even flickr of happiness, hence suicidal ideations (eternal slumber) tantalized (still populate though processes) as surefire solution to mitigate despite leaving those who love, and especially hate yours truly, his existence bereft of quality, though tranquil physical quasi rural setting (Schwenksville), a naturalistic, fantastic, holistic balm, here quiet as a cemetary removed, not considerably distant from Philadelphia (hubbub disagrees with hair trigger vulnerability), where madding crowd affects my innate neurological predisposition, these lovely bones easily rattled, quite aggravating to live verging upon tremulous agitation assuaged through writing - catharsis delivers temporary alleviation as doth solitary voluntary sequestration poor substitute to relish L'Chaim!