Agoraphobia

Agoraphobia  

I lifted my glass of red wine towards the lamplight as seeing 
the light through a dreamy, rosy haze; I saw a dirty glass
full of fat finger marks I could not blame the barman since 
I was alone at home thinking I should have been an actor. 
I went on stage once an actor friend of mine, Tom Hardy was 
rehearsing a play, all those empty seat looking at me I was 
consumed with limelight fear. Tom loved his calling, he never
made it big but loved his craft, I saw him play Lesley Howard 
in a movie made in Portugal and he was perfect for the role-
This really is about agoraphobia which has blighted my life and 
I disappointed many by promising to appear at a public do and 
not showing up and feigning mix up of dates. I told Tom, swore 
he could cure me, by me taking none speaking role in a play.
Well, Tom died.
My wife’s gone to a party I’m looking after the cat and she don’t 
know how famous I could have been
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Collins Avatar
October 15, 2013 at 7:11 PM
Fame is superficial. Agoraphobia is bone deep. You are not that bony.
Hansen Avatar
October 21, 2013 at 6:50 AM
thank you Kathy I have been off line for some time
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