Agony & Ecstasy

Pain racking my body Morning, noon and night Physical ailments increase over time Leaving, sensing no end in sight One day back will hurt Leaving me hunched over in pain Next day head aches Making me hold tight, feeling insane When will the end come? Or shall I say, no more? I know the end’s not near Because I’ve only just opened the door Door is only at a crack Not fully swung wide open Things have just begun to appear Each new day brings for more hopin’ Hoping for the days to go fast All memories will flood through Give me the strength to walk through it all Show me O Lord what I must do One day it all will be done All demons laid to rest I’ll live at my potential Here to do what God sees best Right now I ask for His help Help me see the light Release me from this misery O Lord, my God, show me by sight Sight of Your face each day I’m sitting in my fear Not wanting to feel the pain Memories, feelings or shed a tear Joy comes in the morning When the nights have been long One day I’ll walk by Your side Right now I’m here where I belong