Afterlife

There is a her shaped hole in this world
A black void
If you look hard enough you can still see the sparkles of the departed
Black diamonds of the afterlife
The entrance left open 
In case he needs to follow 

It's not in the leaving she said
It's in the living once I'm dead

The cold cold bed Sat in our room
The silence in the telephone
This is what the worst will be
The carrying on without me

It isn't in the leaving she sighs
It's in the knowing I didn't survive

She asked him once to be brave
Carry on forget her name
Give some meaning to his life
Leave behind the cold dead wife

How can you love me she asked
When all I want is to depart
How am I faithfully yours she cried
He just looked at her and sighed

It isn't in the leaving she cried
It's in the living once I've died
Where I'm going has no name
The darkness consumes me again and again

I'll wait for you she said
She promised as in life and death

I warned you along the way she said
I tried to make you see
I never belonged to your world 
I was never truly me
I belong to the nether world
I was put here by mistake
I'm waiting for it to draw me back
To take again my place

This is what she's seeing there
He's too used up to even care
Watching his restless nights and days
Keeping the haunting mind at bay
The last vision in his head is his wife hanging above the bed
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Hunter  Avatar
March 25, 2017 at 9:12 AM
I love this one. The Muse was with you indeed.
Borgo Avatar
January 15, 2017 at 11:57 AM
Intriguing Poem, Louis.
Mcmann Avatar
January 14, 2017 at 10:59 AM
Such a deep poem....... it seems like the woman killed herself. Did she? I gather from the verses, "I never belonged to the world, I was never truly me," that she was unhappy. Did she commit suicide?
Fraser Avatar
December 23, 2013 at 1:22 AM
This was a marvelous tale you told and the ending shocked me a bit, nice write. Merry Christmas, Carl
Known Nothing Avatar
January 14, 2014 at 5:28 AM
Thankyou for reading it Comments inspire me to keep on
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