Addictions

Do I really need this as much as I think I do Does the earth need us to stop polluting her As much as I need to and have to stop relying on it I will never get over this enemy of diseases that fractures my mind There it is....staring at me....it needs me to complete its life Without me it will have no purpose so I must help it to live I cant do that to its life force, that would be bad energy If I dont have it, my life will have a gaping hole attached My mind will be like a 24 hour drive through To fill this void I must use this gift that was sent to me from the heavens There is no point to stop, the devil was right when he spoke to me The reason I need this is because in a prior life I did something awful So hidious in fact that the only way out is to escape by use of this gift Finally someone has answered my call and offered this jewel to me I can take this as high as I want, and relieve my expectations of life I can finally be alone only companioned by the gift and what it has to offer Thankyou my devilish friend for showing me the light Thankyou for allowing my mind to keep the drivethrough closed for once.