Jacob Lammerman Poet I do not know?

Addiction

This feeling dragging myself to the lowest standards 
the horrible feeling of being ruled by the man who has me face down on the mat
and when i give in,, the craving go into the deep dark abyss..
i only see one way out and the cold steel is in my hands,,,,
playing Russian roulette with my emotions..
not knowing when my next craving is going to hit me over the head.....



But then i realize that i have a purpose on this earth,, and i don't have to give in to
"the father of all lies" and that i do have a way out, and i do have people who love me
so what can i do??

Let the pen bleed out onto the papers who have no way of judging my defects of character

and take it one day at a time

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Kristina Gilpin March 25, 2020 at 11:16 AM I really enjoyed this

Jslambert Mister Roboto June 22, 2011 at 1:37 AM yo.i put this one down as a 7rate and on my short list of favorite poems and poets. good luck getting that sh** out. The mind is a very crowded place. Paper is like the motel 6 to sick thoughts!

Jslambert Mister Roboto June 22, 2011 at 1:24 AM I'm DiGGin' the dirt your throwin' down in your prose. I have unfortunately had to write a ton of these "pen bleeders"

Andrea Dietrich June 13, 2011 at 10:54 PM you ended it on a positive note, jacob. I liked that. Good depiction of addiction here.

Carol Sunshine Brown June 13, 2011 at 7:16 AM A warm welcome to PoetrySoup I offer to you Jacob. I wish for you the best in your writing endeavors whatever they may be. May you find inspiration by reading some of the poetry written here by other poets. Read and comment on their's and they will return in kind. May the sun shine on you that you might find great joy in your life. Love and blessing always, Carol

Kristina Gilpin June 13, 2011 at 6:34 AM Hey I read all your poems they are good but I reallly ant that I all ways write my poems from my heart. Don't let life get you down always life your life to the fullest without regert hope you write more God Bless :-)

James Foulk June 12, 2011 at 8:27 PM that is the first step, one day at a time. This was a great piece, writing poetry, getting your feeliings out, is good thing to do. thank you for reading and commenting on Little Blue Eyes.

Lexii Knight June 12, 2011 at 7:29 PM Questioning yourself.. I like alot. Whether to loose all of your true self. Keep writing poems that question ones self. It will get you far. Im Lexii.