Addict

I see you speaking, your words misleading I watch you closer but hold you further. Your double meaning and secret keeping, my heart is aching, my soul is reaching. It calls out to you, why don't you hear me? They echo into, your arms deceiving. I'll disconnect now, for a moment but memories flood, I can't control it. Our love is a poisin and it's deep within my veins Our life is a mockery its driving me insane. Our kiss is a catalyst to every horror show that kiss is the only kiss that I have ever known Ideals of my former self get lost within our sheets I only feel the beauty and I can't control the beast. Together we did, conquer sorrow, but it was fleeting, gone tomorrow. Goodbye my lover, goodbye my brother, i know we've learned from one another. Lessons felt and rediscovered, goodbye my lover, goodbye my brother.