Accumulating Anger: the Ugly Beauty

The enemy draws near I will not shed any tears, For I'm stronger than fear My cup is filled with cheers The ugly beauty inside me will see me through This shame and calamity that ended up in rue The ugly beauty inside you is the ire of fiery desire That inflames all of me cruelly and sets my heart on fire I will not let anyone weigh me down with grief I will not be tempted any longer, for it is all brief I will find relief to mend my scars of the past I will kindly reject rage and anger that is so vast The ugly beauty deep down inside me will get me through These hardships and tribulations that come out of the blue Reject the anger that stirs up strife's stride in our mind's eye Reflect the shadows of oblivion with the shine that will never die My accumulating anger has been hunting me down for so long...so long... I will no longer take part in your vain shame...I have been in the wrong I will not take part in the anger you accumulate in your heartless, unconditionally cold soul I will not take heart what you say to me, for I think what's been ugly can become beautiful The ugly beauty that resurfaces in the waters of woe Will ripple you and I's raging fire and ardent aqua aflow Needless to say, you are ricocheting with rage and deceitfulness Progress, I pray, will save us from the hoarding hatred of distress I've been forsaken… By your anger's sick delight I've been so jaded By your anger's crazy might I've been so broken… By your anger's horrid sight I've been in dread By your anger's adrenaline and fright I've been broken down by your lies of constant conceit and it's deceiving me, I'm admitting Sometimes, it seems that this life of strife can be overbearing and too much to take in one sitting Can He see us through our trials and tension? Can He see us through the endless apprehension? Brazen benevolence needs to shine upon me...regretlessly I can't hold on when you can't let go of your really ridiculous and increased rage Your gratitude is a sword and a shield as it's supposed to be I can't be bold when you're being so cold like a wingless bird in a dull cage You left me on my own and I've been fretful Regretful...forgetful...my ugly pain is so beautiful Rather, it's somewhat difficult to bear being with you all along You were like the beats and rhythm of a wonderful song You left me a victim in the abyss of your farewells God can truly help us get out of each other's shells God can also tame your fretful flames of accumulating anger With His loving, endearing effulgence that is an incredible cure Never do the acts of anger Towards your rowdy neighbor I've been a broken hanger On a single string and I'm in danger Never do the acts of anger Towards a reckless stranger You've been a bear in his cave that grows ever so darker And I'm a hawk of horrid fervor The enemy stares at us with callous eyes You will not shed any tears of fears, For you're stronger than you realize, I realize For, your cup will be filled with cheers Stop being so pretty in your painful laughter That reduces you to regret and wild disaster Prettiness doesn't last and ugliness rots the joyous soul...your hate is so unbearable Always remember that your accumulating anger isn't beautiful...but, your love is unattainable