Accumulating Anger: the Rivers of Dimensions Chapter 2

When it comes to us, we want to break free from despondency When it comes to me, I don't want you to be angry at me So, I look up to the rivers of dimensions for my sorrow’s cure I will endure, even though my anger towards you was impure The radiant rivers is where I ought to be The radiant rivers is here to set us free The radiant rivers is there to supply our endless needs The radiant rivers is beyond the wild, reckless weeds We need healing from our hostility's hold We need to be warm from being oh so cold You were mad at me because you were jealous That I have the rivers of remedy as my palace...God looks down on us and His love is always zealous… The radiant rivers renews my strength to move on with life...to move on with life... The radiant rivers renews my willpower to go forward without any sort of strife You are afraid to call for help and I am here to rescue you from a guilty conscience We are both in need of His mercy and deliverance from deception's decadence The waves of my grief shine upon you now The rivers of relief kindly is upon me somehow The rivers of hope up above is here to stay The rivers of ever-roving love is a day away We need to leave behind our harsh accumulating anger That devours us into remnants of I-cannot-endure We need to look up to the Rivers of our loving Father We don't want to be in harm's way or be caught up in the past's blur I am disheartened by our past conflicting situations We all got our angels and we all got our horrid demons When it comes to us, we want to break free from despondency When it comes to me, I don't want you to be angry with me We have to deal with discord and disputes for many decades of worthlessness It's been many years of fighting back frivolous fears and tears of hopelessness Losing touch of reality as I'm crying You don't see me here, slowly dying Inner recovery takes longer than expected I'm sick of feeling agitated due to being rejected Beneath the lies lies the truth from within The truth will give us freedom beyond words and phrases Underneath the rubble of your goodbyes is rivers of gladness and radiance...then again, Maybe I'm a delusional dreamer that goes through too many absurd phases Deliver me from the waves of depression upon my heart...upon my sad heart... I've been wanting a cure to my displeasure's disease that tears me apart So, I turn to the rivers of dimensions and look forward to opportunities that will arise and opens up ajar the truth behind the lies So, I rely on the rivers of dimensions and positively and passionately take advantage of the possibilities before your eyes Losing touch of reality is a disappointment to many You don't understand me truly, seeking pure positivity Inner recovery takes longer than a million years it seems I'm a winner and you're a winner as well, righteously fighting for peace to mend my broken dreams and fix my reality that is falling at the seams, lifting up our self-esteems I'm subsiding from the bitterness and shame inside my empty, grief-stricken soul I'm collapsing into a thousand waves of sunshine that releases tension from my skull Acknowledge the pain left unseen, leaving me feeling unstable Waves of emotions course inside me, making me feel vulnerable I don't have any intentions to hurt you, my lost dear All I ask is to be here with me and shed no bitter tear Relieve the sorrow that appears in apprehensive yesterdays Tomorrow is a new day to seek inner recovery in brighter days I'm escaping fantasy by accepting reality and its final outcome I'm waiting patiently for something bigger that us - His Kingdom I'm engulfing myself into the waters of wonderfulness I'm appreciating all the hope and joy beyond the aches and struggles of this lifetime, reaching out to incredible horizons of infinite happiness