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Accumulating Anger: the Rivers of Dimensions Chapter 2

When it comes to us, we want to break free from despondency
When it comes to me, I don't want you to be angry at me
So, I look up to the rivers of dimensions for my sorrow’s cure
I will endure, even though my anger towards you was impure

The radiant rivers is where I ought to be 
The radiant rivers is here to set us free
The radiant rivers is there to supply our endless needs
The radiant rivers is beyond the wild, reckless weeds

We need healing from our hostility's hold
We need to be warm from being oh so cold
You were mad at me because you were jealous
That I have the rivers of remedy as my palace...God looks down on us and His love is always zealous…

The radiant rivers renews my strength to move on with life...to move on with life...
The radiant rivers renews my willpower to go forward without any sort of strife
You are afraid to call for help and I am here to rescue you from a guilty conscience
We are both in need of His mercy and deliverance from deception's decadence 

The waves of my grief shine upon you now
The rivers of relief kindly is upon me somehow
The rivers of hope up above is here to stay
The rivers of ever-roving love is a day away

We need to leave behind our harsh accumulating anger
That devours us into remnants of I-cannot-endure
We need to look up to the Rivers of our loving Father
We don't want to be in harm's way or be caught up in the past's blur

I am disheartened by our past conflicting situations
We all got our angels and we all got our horrid demons
When it comes to us, we want to break free from despondency
When it comes to me, I don't want you to be angry with me

We have to deal with discord and disputes for many decades of worthlessness
It's been many years of fighting back frivolous fears and tears of hopelessness

Losing touch of reality as I'm crying
You don't see me here, slowly dying
Inner recovery takes longer than expected
I'm sick of feeling agitated due to being rejected

Beneath the lies lies the truth from within
The truth will give us freedom beyond words and phrases
Underneath the rubble of your goodbyes is rivers of gladness and radiance...then again,
Maybe I'm a delusional dreamer that goes through too many absurd phases 

Deliver me from the waves of depression upon my heart...upon my sad heart...
I've been wanting a cure to my displeasure's disease that tears me apart
So, I turn to the rivers of dimensions and look forward to opportunities that will arise and opens up ajar the truth behind the lies
So, I rely on the rivers of dimensions and positively and passionately take advantage of the possibilities before your eyes

Losing touch of reality is a disappointment to many
You don't understand me truly, seeking pure positivity
Inner recovery takes longer than a million years it seems
I'm a winner and you're a winner as well, righteously fighting for peace to mend my broken dreams and fix my reality that is falling at the seams, lifting up our self-esteems

I'm subsiding from the bitterness and shame inside my empty, grief-stricken soul
I'm collapsing into a thousand waves of sunshine that releases tension from my skull
Acknowledge the pain left unseen, leaving me feeling unstable
Waves of emotions course inside me, making me feel vulnerable

I don't have any intentions to hurt you, my lost dear
All I ask is to be here with me and shed no bitter tear
Relieve the sorrow that appears in apprehensive yesterdays
Tomorrow is a new day to seek inner recovery in brighter days

I'm escaping fantasy by accepting reality and its final outcome
I'm waiting patiently for something bigger that us - His Kingdom
I'm engulfing myself into the waters of wonderfulness
I'm appreciating all the hope and joy beyond the aches and struggles of this lifetime, reaching out to incredible horizons of infinite happiness

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