Abuse

I look into your eyes after its all said and done And remember the hurt and pain I caused The promises and dreams I sold to you The lies that put your love life on pause See I wasn’t the one for you And we both knew this to an extent You to the point of trying to make it work And me just getting out of it what I can get See you clinched on to me tightly Even though it was bulls**t I was feeding you Because honestly you were dead weight Unless it was those times that I needed you And me being me I had moved on so long ago But you being you and doing what you had to do Try your hardest to make us compatible And I was going against love and if I failed I guess you were just my collateral How it hurts me to reminisce on the fact That I held you back so long How you were trying to make it right But my intentions were so wrong Those mornings that you would call me While in the presence of loneliness And how I would come and leave And you would only wish….. Only wish I would stay to hold you Or even maybe chill for a while But I played the game just as I played you And it all seemed so foul How I did you so wrong for so long But even though I knew that you realized For some reason you still had hope... Hope on a dream that had died And long after it all you found love So is it me disappearing or me losing you Whatever it was with our situation I’m sorry for abusing you