Absence of Thought

i'm at a loss navigating this idea desert truth is in nothing but the sum and total are a being of all sanity, logic the one and only route here 'mathematics god' relativity constants, dark matter, curved space chaos, theory of all time is dynamics matter-space is mechanics and we...but riders sitting out some storm in a virtual junkyard and the cause is you a butterfly myth to some others that see truth satan leads havoc but he's no bad guy just...victim of circumstance own worst enemy