Above It All

Wish I could completely forgive you... Substantially forgive you... Simply forget everything and start anew Wish I had more chances to show you my worth Give me more chances to apologize I want to live merrily with mirth With you around me at all times It's like you won't listen to me anymore It murders me softly to the fallen core I want these shattered, scattered memories Together again...then again, You left me with shards of naught I gave our love a boost of my beloved shot I wander in the woods of wretched, wrecked-up rage You'll understood where I stood soon enough, babe I ponder time after time in utter dread, in utter dread There are solemn, sacred sanctuaries in my forever-lost head Actually, you set me free from my horrid bondage I've been told that you grew way too smart and bold You are but debris and dust from above the bridge You put my many messages on hold and forgot about them all... I can't just forgive you right away Wish I was gone away sometimes Wish you'd weep me a dazillion dimes You totally, wholeheartedly and cruelly Broke apart my heart oh so extravagantly Sorrow is so scrumptious, yet decreases my appetite for positivity It was all my fault - yes, you bet believe it... For following my faithless, hopeless occult I'm like the headless horsemen without his rapid, abyssal horse You had me trampled down and burned away my freedom flight with your gravity-like envy... Everything went out of course... Of course Once and for all, I will rise above it all I will walk hope's helpful hall I shall be wise in His eyes I ought to seek the truth instead of embracing lies I remember those times when you left without any goodbyes It wasn't too long ago And it really hurts me so Below, I fall Below, I call Can you hear me? Can you heal me? Why do I want you so much? Why do I crave your touch? I am fragile, yet fearless You left my heart On your windowsill Like rotting roses in the heat of distress Raise me up, Childlike happiness from afar I will smile and graze a million miles in your maze I rode my bike a tad too far I will find my way home - I have my clever ways