Above It All

Wish I could completely forgive you...
Substantially forgive you...
Simply forget everything and start anew
Wish I had more chances to show you my worth
Give me more chances to apologize 
I want to live merrily with mirth 
With you around me at all times

It's like you won't listen to me anymore
It murders me softly to the fallen core
I want these shattered, scattered memories 
Together again...then again,
You left me with shards of naught
I gave our love a boost of my beloved shot

I wander in the woods of wretched, wrecked-up rage
You'll understood where I stood soon enough, babe

I ponder time after time in utter dread, in utter dread
There are solemn, sacred sanctuaries in my forever-lost head

Actually, you set me free from my horrid bondage
I've been told that you grew way too smart and bold
You are but debris and dust from above the bridge
You put my many messages on hold and forgot about them all...
I can't just forgive you right away 

Wish I was gone away sometimes
Wish you'd weep me a dazillion dimes

You totally, wholeheartedly and cruelly 
Broke apart my heart oh so extravagantly 
Sorrow is so scrumptious, yet decreases my appetite for positivity
It was all my fault - yes, you bet believe it...
For following my faithless, hopeless occult

I'm like the headless horsemen without his rapid, abyssal horse
You had me trampled down and burned away my freedom flight with your gravity-like envy...
Everything went out of course...
Of course

Once and for all,
I will rise above it all
I will walk hope's helpful hall
I shall be wise in His eyes
I ought to seek the truth instead of embracing lies
I remember those times when you left without any goodbyes
It wasn't too long ago 
And it really hurts me so

Below, 
I fall
Below,
I call
Can you hear me?
Can you heal me?
Why do I want you so much?
Why do I crave your touch?
I am fragile, yet fearless
You left my heart
On your windowsill
Like rotting roses in the heat of distress

Raise me up,
Childlike happiness from afar
I will smile and graze a million miles in your maze
I rode my bike a tad too far
I will find my way home - I have my clever ways

Copyright © | Year Posted 2019



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