A Time of Change

It's cold inside My mind at times And life is but a dream I've tried to leave The past behind But nothing's what it seems As seasons face The days to come the air is brisk my body's numb Now things have changed In life with age and all that's said is done everything In life you hate Your eyes are blind An altered state And everything that is and was Is coming back And always does Cos life you see has come to be a finger pointing back at me So in the dark or in the stars Some day you will see When life is hard and leaves it's mark The scars can run so deep Now Looking back on through the past that cold reality The same mistakes I always make And now I'll always be Just heading down That same old path A final breath I breathe