A Thousand Silence

It was a thousand times that I’ve decided Perhaps a thousand more to have meant it Need a thousand more be required? When a million remains a silent plead There can be a thousand ways to have sex Can there be a thousand ways to have an ******? There can be a thousand ways to relax Reality perhaps is a thousand realism There can be ten ways to know a hundred more Simply a hundred to one to know any difference A billion without a million to live for For that thousands to never have learnt We who do not know pretending to know We who do know as kept as silently to none Did we not all have that one silent role? From that thousand to know we don’t belong Have I decided for that thousand time? When a million represent a silent plead Were it not a trillion left behind? Can simply a one person meant it?