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A Suicide Note

i have come here
just to inform you
im not sorry
for what i will do
 i have no guilt
nor shame
for leaving you
and your game of life.
life holds nothing
nothing for me
atleast no purpose
only misery

im in debt
im in pain
i cry, knowing 
im not sane
cause i see me dead
a gruesome scene
a knife in my throst
and blood walls
the bloodiest of dreams

he will find me
hell call the police
but ill be long gone
still wishing for peace
noone gives a fck
noone will care
while at my corpse
theyll sit and stare
just another fcked up kid
your better off with what i did
i went quiet
i went alone
ive left to find a new home
im with others like me
helpless, lost and alone

i know 
im going to hell
mom..dad
i love you
i jsut cant live like this
im sick of crying
hurting and pieces of me dieing

id feel empty
if not for the rage
and hate pushing me over the edge
so fck you all
you took it away
all that i knew

boy..
fck you
you drove me to this

all of you
could see 
you all knew what was happening to me
you watched me die
lose my mind
so all you fcks

leave your jokes behind
youre all responsible
you could have saved me 
but you didnt care
you never cared

the time has come 
thsi is what i need to do
ill jsut leave
somethng for all of you
i hope you enjoy this 
i wrote it from my heart
this is it
my final word
are you ready for it?
"FCK YOU!"

Copyright © | Year Posted 2007




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Date: 5/28/2011 1:03:00 AM
I don't know you kasey, but please listen to me. I've been depressed before too, even having thoughts of suicide, but I want to tell you things will get better if you have the courage to hold on. If you think that those who love u would be better off with you gone, your wrong. Please, take strength in the thought of a better future, because there is one there for you. God said "For I know the plans of I have for you, plans of good and not of evil, to give you a hope and an expected end"
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