A Spine Within A Heart

A spine within a heart My heart aches within Something pushing and poking in Poking out Knowing out Trapped in Happiness is within trying to seep out Through the little cracks of grey, it seems Gold elixir fading away Into the grey clouds, we know today Pouring with pins and needles That just pins you and kneads you Intoa paste that washes away To come back Better grown and better known Better thoughts and better knots New things this time around A spine A spine within my heart Better prongs to use And a lot of power to abuse I thought it came better Yet so it came back worse Worse than the grey clouds and the muddy paste Where do I go from here on out A spine within me I know the pain I can endure The pain it could cause But yet I stay doing what I've done before Will the spine get sharper until it burdens too much within myself Or does death come upon me before the end A Spine within a Heart