A Spark of Once Upon a Time

Once upon a time.... When the darkness came to greet me at my door I would simply answer "She doesn't live here anymore" And when the darkness prowled around my house to spy Why, I would simply walk right up and spit into it's eye Should the darkness have followed me from store to restaurant I'd have engaged it in conversation and asked it want it wants If that pesky darkness had sneaked up while I was eating chocolate Well, then it had to run, before I kicked it in the nuts But now in present day.... Should the darkness come and descend at times like these I am sorely tempted to embrace it, beg on my knees Don't wait until I sleep and dream to steal me away I am at times willing even in the bright of day Send out your tendrils, envelop me as a blanket would and I will snuggle deeper still, If only I could But yet a spark of Once upon a time, stubbornly remains Just enough, on days like these, to keep me this side of sane