A Shadow of a Doubt

A problem to tackle, having this lack of pride When you know dealing with a loss of identity It's like that case of doctor jackal and mr' hide Trying to contain my anger and not get angry But at times you just want to scream and shout A test of ones might, ready to erupt, an inferno Here I am again consumed with so much doubt But gone the light as I still lurk behind a shadow And looking for acceptance approval, I have tried It's this never ending mission of self discovery But any hope seems dismal or access denied I can't remember the person that I used to be But if one actually knew how I really then felt Yeah that’s right its like that same old sinario When still now I'm trying to figger myself out I guess I’ve lost sight lurking behind a shadow Updated A FOLLOW ON FROM TROUBLED SOUL AND IN RELATSION TO A STATE OF MIND A STATE OF CONFUSION ECT NOT IN ANY REAL FORM JUST HOW I FELT AT TIME STILL DO AT TIMES ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, SINE THEN THOUGHT I DO WRITE ABOUT OTHER SUBJECT MTTER SO LIKE TO LEAVE THIS AS CLOSED CHAPTER CUT DOWN TO FOUR VERSE RATHER THAN SIX FELT TO MUCH SAME AS TROUBLED SOUL WRITTEN ORIGINALY 2001 2005 REWRITTEN 2012 BY MY SELF DAVIDSCOTT,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// of course some insperation from soup oets over last couple of years xx expressing how I felt then but still do now at times stuck behind this shadow of dubt a follow up to troubled soul.....................