A Sadness In My Soul

There's a sadness in my soul A feeling I can't control There's a hurt in my heart And I don't know where to start The thoughts in my head Have become my daily dread For now I know it's true I cannot be with you All the pain that I have caused Our lives being paused The things that have been said Keep me up all night in bed I hoped we'd have forever And I can't believe it's never For the love I have for you Is the deepest and most true You gave me more than I can say I'm so sorry its gone this way No one could ever know The depth of our twin souls The connection that we have Leaves me longing for what I crave The way you made me feel It felt so ing real For the first time in my life My heart is broken and full of strife I don't know how I'll get through Every day without you The love and joy we shared Can never be compared I can't believe we're over You were always my dream lover I will always think of you In my dreams and daylight too You're the one who gave me reason And now all I feel is beaten I will remember every time Your voice, your eyes, your smile You're the one who taught me so much Our time together was such a rush I hope you are OK And that you remember every day Our love became my home And you will never be alone For I will hold you in my heart So we will never be apart You are mine and I am yours But this life must take its course And even if it takes forever There could never be another For this love is deep and true My heart will always beat for you Our twin souls know the plan We may never understand Two souls that Are each other Are destined to love no other