A Sacrifice

I'm living in the color i dress in My bedroom walls are painted red I lay on the floor with cuts to the wrists Swallowed visions of my past and they flow to my head What I've done makes me cry in regret I force it in the back of my mind Losing all of my life's work I decline heaven's facts told to me Keeping me from leaving my pain I am full of blood and pale all over My dying body is slowly fading Please comfort me closely to see I have yet time before I die You can save me if you want My heart is sacrificed for death Kill me from my joy of home Sadly I don't know who I am I'm upside down with my crucifixion on the wall