A Promise To My Captors

All I can hope for, I can not put into writing. 

Because I am turning blank, my words shot with lightning. 

I enter this cavern- and the doors close forever. 

I rid myself of my family's voices, wishing they would pull a lever. 

To send me back to a world where I don’t belong. 

I promise to stay in the background, and let my presence not be strong. 

I promise-

To give up my being honest. 

About what kind of pain I carry. 

This pain that I will marry. 

And never let my soul connect. 

To another person, I will always deflect. 

So I cannot share-

The pain that leaves me impaired.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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