A Prayer For Faith

still not sure what the situation may come out to be and i'm seriously in doubt. God what am i to do seems like life is falling apart right in front of my eyes and i can't even think straight thought i felt better but it seems like i need to go back to that place of safety and pure peace because what I've been feeling is just temporary can't see my way through these clouds and pouring rain i know out of fire comes pure gold but this is too hot to handle and you said you wouldn't put more on me than i could bare but it feels as if i'm carrying a ton of bricks in my heart right about now God please bring me joy that is beyond understanding and peace that can't be physically found i need to know you're here right beside me and ready to catch me if i am ever to fall i know you love me and care for me because i am your child but i'm seriously doubting you right now