A Poet's Ego: Inside-Out

Inside-Out with all the psycho-babble.
Multifaceted melange - merry and melancholy.

My pen’s prophetic,
authentic,
inadequate.

Hazel eyes that ponder divinity:
See the world.
See God through the world.
See the people.
Empathize with earthly beings.
Fall to my knees.
Seek inspiration.
Grab it with gusto.
Don’t wait for the brain to catch up.

I observe the peculiarities in my familiar space.
I often hide behind the blinds.
Occasions, work, and friends -
push me out into the serendipitous sun and clouds.

Clench books on dusty shelves.
Throw them into a shopping cart -
they’re all free.

Attempt to organize floaters -
those iotas, that crystallize,
to form a complete thought.

Exhaustive concordance of my travels -
violets, forget-me-knots, tulips,
and fear and sorrow

The viscous web of grandiose heights -
zip lines, edge of mountains, glacier treks.
Falling...falling back on my knees.
Confident? Conceited?
A poet - that’s me.

And ideas materialize -
with family and strangers,
life and death.
The affectation of emotion, pondered.
Like a journalist, I report roller-coaster happenings.

You see, I used to merely have an emotion,
get comfortable in its chair.
Now I play with it,
craft my joy or despair.

The mirror cracks -
my reflection
as I grow wizened,
with a chromatic symphony
of mystique.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Robinson Jr. Avatar
September 20, 2017 at 1:26 PM
I agree totally w/all of the talented poets/poetesses ... a most transcendent write, Kim. A poetic opus of dazzling design into the beautiful depths of your wonderfully creative mind. Supernova poetry ... light our starry word world ever so bright. An instant classic and personal fave. Love and hugs forever.
Rodrigues Avatar
September 20, 2017 at 8:30 PM
Thanks so very much for your lovely comment, Freddie! <3 Kim
Sinha-Roy Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 11:35 PM
Congratulation, Kim on you well deserved win.
Rodrigues Avatar
September 19, 2017 at 6:39 AM
Thanks, Subimal!
Krampe Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 6:07 PM
Congrats on your win. What an interesting poem.
Rodrigues Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 7:52 PM
Thanks so much, Agnes!
La France Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 4:05 PM
Kim, CONGRATULATIONS on your placement with this wonderful poem
Rodrigues Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 7:52 PM
Thank you!
Pigeon Tart Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 1:06 PM
Wonderful pen Kim, congratulations on your win. Your second last stanza is mindblowingly awesome :) loved the whole poem xomo
Rodrigues Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 1:45 PM
Thanks so much, Maureen!
Barden Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 10:41 AM
Very descriptive, expertly-penned, a sublime creation that I adored fromthe first - thank you for entering my contest, Kim - blessings! :-)
Rodrigues Avatar
September 18, 2017 at 11:47 AM
Thanks so much, Gregory!!
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